1. How many times (if any) have you had sex?
Strange question I'd say. Makes sex sound important. Anywho, intercourse? Zilch. Oral and Hands, well, I can't give a number off the top of my head. enough for me not to count that high. I belive the important question would be how many partners, but you didn't ask so poo.
2. If you were a tree, what kind would you be?
Now thats a good question. I'd like to think pine, but I think I'm a bubble gum tree.
3. What is your dream job?
Independently wealthy. Make-up grunt. i like to be told to do things, not the other way around.
4. What's the worst experience you've had while drunk?
Aw, well now. I've been an ass a few times but nothing out of the ordinary from everyone around me. My lowest moment though was after a party. it was around 3 am and I was walking to a bus stop. i don't know if it was the tequila, but something diagreed with my bowels and I shat in someone bushes. I nearly started crying with shame. i lost a good undershirt that way.
5. If you could be any character, in any book or movie, who would you be and why?
Now thats super hard. Rebis from Doom Patrol. a strange powerful being that transended gender. Everything was as it should be for Redis.
I've been described as Mephisto from Goethe's Faust. Hes could be the Devil. He's whole ambition is to beat God by ruining Faust. That sounds bad, but you can tell that Mephisto knows what is in a good life. Anywho, he's less of a character and more of a force.
Billy Pilgrim from Slaughterhouse Five would be cool. He relives his life constantly but accepts it all, which means he constantly dies with dignity
Just one more. Rev. Jesse Custer from Preacher. Hes out to beat God for fucking up mankind. He is strong in his beleifs and wont let anyone keep him down. He's lived a very fucked up life.
So there it is.
It's been awhile. I went looking through my notebook. My notebooke is a top open Mole skin i have on me when I got to bars and occasionaly elswhere. I write in it and you can tell by the sentences and hand writing how drunk i become. Reading the early pages I hate. I sound like a tool. Just "Lonley this and love that." Not that any of that has changed, but in the begining I'm talking about guirls I'm enamoured with. It sounds really pitiful. Infact it keeps on like that for awhile. The last drunk entry is ferociously like that but instead of talking about being lonley I'm "screaming" at myself for not having courage to talk to two girls at a booth. I was right infront of them petting a dog.
The Next entries are fairly sober. One about feeling lonley (duh) and one about going to a bar with Amy, one about Pink Party and Jon Avery.
Lets skip that and go to recvent events. i saw Moon and that was pretty neat. i saw Terminator and Transformers and thought they were both horrible.
I went to Trax to see Nico for his birthday. I was in my minister garb at a gay bar. It was fun. everyone asked questions. A lot of nico's straight friends may have been a little jealous cause all of nicos straight girl friends were talking to me. I went on about Tim and Eric to Kellyn and how perverted Rococo is to Leslie. It was fun. I ended up on Nicos floor.
I went to Tempest the other night for Margaux's birthday. I got there right at 10, which means i was 6 minutes early. I met the Margaux house. Desiere, Megan, and Rachel. I know them all but this is the first time all at once from thier house. Rachel was already plastered. It was awkward. So plastered that she bought me a drink and started licking my face. Emily came by and she kept kissing here and licking her face and then wanted me to take a picture of all of us. With my head leaned in as I took the picture her toungue found its way to my ear. It was awkward.
I was a little insulted too. Will and Tony both made comments about me finaly getting laid. I know they were joking, but I was still a little insulted.
Anywho, between talking to everyone and helping rachel walk I had fun. I spent the night at their house on their couch.
Those last two night I didn't drink much. The most was at Trax. I've been making a point to drink less. Hasn't done much, I'm just drunk less.
I have my birth party in manteca August 1st. I'm going to an Isotope event on Saturday. One more swing goth this month. I need to see KT again before to goes to Russia.
Thats about it I think. ask me a question.
Its been awhile.
Summer has started for me. No more finals.
Where to start?
I hated my finals. i start work on Zombie: A New Musical
I'm gonna be on TV for a zombie movie i did.
Just drinking and flirting
I've started going to Swing Goth. Its everyother tuesday and it is at a bar next to my new place. (The Blue House). Swing Goth is swing, or whtever partner dancing you feel is necessary, and a mix of music from swing to industrial metal. I like it.
We had a party at my house for Graduation. The Players Club came by and set up a bar and we drank and ate and had merriment. I got auctioned off for a date with this gay couple. Somehow i ended up in the kissing booth and they both made out with me. Typical.
Speaking of boys, one of dusty's flings is constantly txting me. Maybe I shouldn't go to Pride this year.
My room is looking good. Its set now.
Everytime I see Matt he tells me how I need to get laid. Its funny and sad at the same time. Funad.
Hows that going? Eh. I hang out with a Girl named Paula occasionaly, but she doesn't like dancing and shes allergic to Dustys cat. Our scheduale never mesh either.
Next Swing Goth I'm talking Rene with me. I work at the OG with Rene. Shes fun and an alcholic.
Dusty and Stan's ex are dating. Thats rough sometimes. Stan started seeing this girl named Megan who pretty hip.
Matt and I are in flux at the moment.
I got a new phone with text messaging. Its weird.
I'll be in Manteca Next weekend. Its Ladd, Blake and Bradon's birthday party. I gotta buy them some presents. I don't know which of ladd's friends will be there. Scott and Tomas will be there.
A buddy at OG is moving. Josh, the bartender. Crazy dude. He's leaving this coast for new york. I took his couch.
I'm listening to the teaches of peachez right now.
I'm poor.
Ask me questions.
Best night alone.
A lot of changes. One, I no longer live in the Sunset. i live in the mission now in a three story house with three other dudes. Dusty, Stan, and Matt Stines.
I got the largest room, around 20 by 12. I set up my room at the farthest coldest end and the rest of the room will end up operating like a second living room. soon I will have a couch and at some pount i want to hook up a prjector, so that it becomes a small cinema.
Other than that, school work and girlies. what else?
I went to a lingerie party. I wore orange underwear from H&M.
My back has been killing me, but I have no one to rub it.
I went to my first Isotope event. It was fun. bought a glass and had free beer.
I missed wondercon.
I saw Watchmen. didn't like it much. Ok. Better than Fantastic Four. Love the comic. no need for it to be a movie.
Started reading preacher.
I bought three poster frames. one for evil dead, one for army of Daarkness and one for the cock ring vibrator advertisment that were being put up around school. I also bought a tiny photo picture frame and put a picture of Saint Vincent in it and hung it in the bathroom. Patron Saint of plumbers.
I need two more poster frames for Sealab and Texas Chainsaw Massacre.
My room....Getting there. Bathroom is nearly done. the reast of the house looks in order.
Big party coming up. Should be good. Hopefuly someone will rub my back before it.
Starting to sound like john white.
Questions? Ask away.
1. Went to a lingere party
2. Did make-up for "Amateurs"
3. Doing make-up for a zombie movie.
4. Moving into a new four room house with Dusty, Matt Stines, and Stanislov.
5. I ended up with the master bedroom of this place.
6. I went to a valentines day party where Amy and Diggons tryied to get me to hook up with Abbey.
7. I'm very poor after two weeks of no work.
And that's about it.
Contact me threw the phone if you need me.
209 629 2460
She wants to catch up and have a bit of nostalgia before she moves to Reno.
She got laid off and her a Mike broke up so she been living with her parents. Her grandmother promises her a job in Reno, so shes heading that way mid febuarary.
This is not the first time she called. We talk maybe once a year and only for about 5 minutes. We haven't see each other since my junior year of high school.
How do I feel about us meeting. Kinda loath it. Perhaps it was the word "nostalgia." On occasion I like nostalgia but for the most part I avoid it.
Whatever I geuss. Thing is i doubt we'll meet. I go to school everyday and i work every day except Tuesday and Wendsday. Next week I have dress rehearsals and an opening. If I calculate correctly, we only have one day to meet. This coming Wendsday.
I have two classes. Today I'm going to try and crash two more. Then tomorrow I will try and crash two more. i'll be working full time as a full time student doing make up for one show and a zombie movie.
It's times like these that make me realise why I avoid relationships with anybody. Don't have the time.
I keep forgeting some things to tell you world. I am now lactose intolerant, allergic to shrimp, acid reflexive, and stating to develop my dad's knee problems.
I just read two graphic novels. "Too cool to be forgotten" and "The Alcholic."
Too Cool is about a guy who tries to be hypnotised into quitting smoking. when hes put under he wakes up as himself in 1985 in high school. He spends time reliving and reinventing himself but still tries to find a way out.
The Alcholic is about how the auther is an alcholic, but he never seems to be able to figure out why, and everytime hes on the wagon eventualy he falls off.
Both are very good but I feel like I need to read them both when I'm a few years older.
Tuesday night I went to a bar and spent around 50 dollars on drinks. I Drank with Amy Spoghn, Brenden, Rafeiel, and Ceira Coyn(?). I had a few beers and that was about it. Brenden slept at myhouse. the next day I went and talked about make up for the players club show. THen I went home. around 7 i got to this theatre to see "EMO! The Musical." I knew a lot of people in it. It was good. It plays again this coming tuesday so I might go see it.
Dusty, Matt, Some Guy and I are moving at the end of febuary to another place. THe general idea is lower haight I think. A 4 room place. I'm trying to covince the team to all buy fold out couches so that we can have big parties with our beds out of the way.
I've been having these vivid intense dreams. the first was about a ray gun. i was walking to diferent hardware stores finding peices.
The next was very intense. i was old and balding and had a daughter with strawberry blond hair.
I went to my backyard and laying on the green grass was my friend Chalia and naked were my old gay friend lee and what looked to be his lover. Lee and a long stic\tch on his side with the string stiking out. He was missing a leg and most of his right arm.
I ran to him and hugged him closed my eyes and rolled in the grass.
When I opened my eyes i was in a tall room enclosed with red brick. there was still grass, but everything was light as if by fire. I was naked on a round red satin bed. In front of the bed, maybe ten feet away, was my daughter, naked and crying. For some reason a rage boiled in me and i ran to her. As I drew near the red brick was being engulfed in flames. When I finaly grabbed her there were only flames around us. I beat her and turned her around and made her bend over and no matter how are I tried i couldn't rape her. There was a force stopping me from penetrating.
The flames were high. What was once rage turned into a great sobbing shame I bent over her and hugged her and pleaded forgivness but within a second she disappeared and I collapes on the ground sobbing and the flames grew higher then engulfed me.
Pretty intense.
The next didn't have me. a kight is rusty armor went into a pub of knight is the same armor. He cried "Giant Red Ants are Attacking!" Everyong was in an uproar. a female knight said "We need to fight." They all cheered. Then one said "We need to assemble!"
Then one said "Form a committee"
They all cheered
The original knight said "I'll find a weakness!
That knight somehow ended up in the kitchen of my old house wear Ladd was wearing a hawaiian shirt and serving drinks. He was going on and on about beer to the young knight but finaly said "Hey, you know how werewolves are weak to silver? same with giant red ants."
The knight immediatly ran back to the pub where all the tables were formed in a circle. Documents and papers and maps were strewn about the place. THe knight yellow "Giant Red Ants can be killed with silver! It's their weakness!"
A knight hammered his gavel and said "How can we beleive you! That sound absurd!"
THe hero knight said "But, you beleived me when I said 'Giant Red Ants are attacking"
Gavel knight immediatly said "Good point! Lets go!"
They all cheered.
THe next:
Me, two dudes, and Amy spoghn were out and about and i assume drinking. we went to this apartemnt. One guy went to sleep, but it seemed that me, this other dude with a mohawk and peirced nipples, and amy were set on having a threesome.
I had my pants off and had a semi, but we were all so tierd that we just layed around. Amy with nothing buy a sheet, dude with no shirt and me with no pants but a raging boner, and we all looked like zombie children watching cartoons. A man came in with a note and a cat. The note said that my mother died and that the cat was heres. i had to take the cat to my mom's mother.
*in reality my mothers mom has been dead since she was 7 I think*
Well I creid a lot.
But then I set out, boner and all with this cat that a carried in a hat box.
I went to this house I came to this lady. she wore a southern aristicrat dress that had seen many better days and a flamboyant flower hat. She said she was my grand mother but after inspecting the house I realised that she just want to eat the cat.
I stole the cat back and went to a tiny apartment. there a woman who looked like my mother but younger was there. i cried some more. I went insided and introduced myself and gav her the cat. She didn't cry but she did take the cat. i went into her geust room and cried for the rest of the dream.
Yup. those are dreams
4 brandings on my left shoulder. KT did those with a coat hanger.
2. WHAT IS ON THE WALLS IN YOUR ROOM?
Two posters, a ren fair banner 4 portaits (Young kurt russel, Mikey, James, Lazor), my minister credtentials, and out of date calendar
3. DO YOU SNORE, GRIND YOUR TEETH, OR TALK IN YOUR SLEEP?
Snore and I have spoken before.
4. WHAT TYPE OF MUSIC DO YOU LISTEN TO?
Metal, Disco, Khlezmer, alot of stuff
5. DO YOU KNOW WHAT TIME YOU WERE BORN?
2 in the morning?
6. WHAT DO YOU WANT MORE THAN ANYTHING RIGHT NOW?
massage and back scratching. two things
7. WHAT DO YOU MISS?
meals
8. WHAT IS YOUR MOST PRIZED POSSESSION(S)?
couldn't say. Sure I hid it from myself
9. HOW TALL ARE YOU?
5 9
10. DO YOU GET CLAUSTROPHOBIC?
Not really
11. DO YOU GET SCARED IN THE DARK?
Nope
12. THE LAST PERSON TO MAKE YOU CRY?
KT
13. WHAT'S YOUR WORST FEAR?
dieing and leaving a lot of unpaid credit to my parents
14. WHAT KIND OF HAIR/EYE COLOR DO YOU LIKE ON THE OPPOSITESAME SEX?
Ladies: Red and gree. Dudes: Brown and somecolor
15. WHERE CAN YOU SEE YOURSELF BEING PROPOSED TO AT?
at breakfast
16. COFFEE OR ENERGY DRINK?
Energy drink
17. FAVORITE PIZZA TOPPING?
sausege
18. IF YOU COULD EAT ANYTHING RIGHT NOW, WHAT WOULD IT BE?
sau
19. FAVORITE COLOR OF ALL TIME?
Marroon
20. HAVE YOU EVER EATEN A GOLDFISH?
Cracker yes. a real one? not yet...YET!
21. WHAT WAS THE FIRST MEANINGFUL GIFT YOU'VE EVER RECEIVED?
THere are three. Mikey/jame/andrew portraits, the portrait of kurt russel dusty gave me, or the giant scfi cafe poster ladd and dusty gave me.
22. DO YOU HAVE A CRUSH?
When do i not huh?
23. ARE YOU DOUBLE JOINTED?
No, but a crack a lot.
24. FAVORITE CLOTHING BRAND?
Thrift
25. WHO IS YOUR FAVOURITE FEMALE/MALE CELEBRITY?
Female? Divine. Male Tom Savini
26. DO YOU HAVE A PET RIGHT NOW?
Turtle and Oliver
27. WHAT KIND IS IT?
Turtle is a turtle. Oliver is a cat
28. WOULD YOU FALL IN LOVE KNOWING THAT THE PERSON IS LEAVING?
Story of my life.
30. SAY A NUMBER FROM ONE TO A HUNDRED:
87
31. BLONDES OR BRUNETTES?
Brunette but I always get along with blondes more.
32. FAVORITE QUOTE?
This will be one hell of a bowel movement. He'll be lucky if he has bones.
33. FAVORITE PLACE?
the park?
34. HAVE YOU BEEN OUT OF THE USA?
Yes
35. YOUR WEAKNESSES?
free things
36. MET ANYONE FAMOUS?
THe guy who wrote "The Wave" I have his adress and phone number.
37. FIRST JOB?
TA
38. EVER DONE A PRANK CALL?
Yup
39. DO YOU THINK EVERYONE OUT THERE HAS A SOULMATE?
redunkadunk.
40. WHAT WERE YOU DOING BEFORE YOU FILLED THIS OUT?
Reading
41. HAVE YOU EVER HAD SURGERY?
Yup...
two when I was young and a wisdom tooth one.
42. WHAT DO YOU GET COMPLIMENTED ABOUT MOST?
my facial hair
43. HAVE YOU EVER HAD BRACES?
word
44. WHAT DO YOU WANT FOR YOUR BIRTHDAY?
something practical that I can still brag about
45. HOW MANY KIDS DO YOU WANT AND THEIR NAMES?
zero kids
46. WERE YOU NAMED AFTER ANYONE?
Kinda after Skywalker. My dad hate religion, but then he saw Star Wars 40 some odd times and thought Luke wasn't such a bad name
47. WHAT IS THE BIGGEST TURN OFF OF THE OPPOSITE SEX?
Self righteuosness.
48. WHAT IS ONE THING YOU LIKE ABOUT HIGH SCHOOL?
getting out
49. WHAT KIND OF SHAMPOO DO YOU USE?
the hair kind
50. DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING?
Yes
51. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE LUNCH MEAT?
Roast beef
52. ANY BAD HABITS?
Drinking, masterbating, reaffirming my creepyness, masterbating, biting my nails, maste...
53. ARE YOU A JEALOUS PERSON?
I beleive I am, but I try to find something to one up.
54. IF YOU WERE ANOTHER PERSON, WOULD YOU BE FRIENDS WITH YOU?
Hell no.
55. DO YOU AGREE WITH FRIENDS WITH BENEFITS?
Eh. I flip flop on this. Then again I never had the benefits outside of cuddling and making out twice.
56. DO LOOKS MATTER?
I do shave in a strage manner don't i?
57. HOW DO YOU RELEASE ANGER?
Thats dangerous. Excersise
58. OH NO THIS WAS MISSING!
Go find it!
59. WHAT'S YOUR MAIN GOAL IN LIFE?
To fulfill my new years resolution
60. WHAT WAS YOUR FAVORITE TOY AS A CHILD?
flashlights
61. HOW MANY NUMBERS ARE IN YOUR CELL PHONE?
a lot
62.WERE YOU A FAN OF BARNEY AS A LITTLE KID?
Yes. also robocop and freddy
63. DO YOU USE SARCASM?
No, I suck at it.
64. MASHED POTATOES OR MACARONI AND CHEESE?
Potatos
65. WHAT DO YOU LOOK FOR IN A GUY/GIRL?
an attraction to me. otherwise, grace and wit.
66. WHAT ARE YOUR NICKNAMES?
Revrend, fast food, Canoe
67. FAVORITE SUPER POWER?
telekenisis
68. WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE TV SHOW?
Drinky Crow
69. WHAT'S THE BEST WAY TO DEAL WITH YOUR ENEMIES?
Beocme their boss
70. WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE ICE CREAM FLAVOR?
Vanilla
71. DO YOU HAVE ALL YOUR FINGERS AND TOES?
Yes
72. DO YOU HAVE A COMPUTER IN YOUR ROOM?
Check my bad habits...
73. PLANS FOR TONIGHT?
drink then sleep
74. WHERE DO YOU WANT TO LIVE WHEN YOU ARE OLDER?
somewhere cold
75. DO YOU WANT EVERYONE TO ANSWER THESE QUESTIONS?
sortas maybe
76. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO?
nothing
77. LAST THING YOU DRANK?
Snow Cap (a season ale form pyramid brew)
78. LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE?
C-Air-Uh
79.THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE IN THE OPPOSITE SEX
Face (composition)
80. WHAT DO YOU LIKE TO DO IN YOUR SPARE TIME?
Check bad habits. also read comic books and watch movies.
81. FAVORITE THING TO HATE?
religion
82. FAVORITE SEASON OF THE YEAR
winter
83. WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE TYPE OF CANDY?
Abba zabba
84. HAVE YOU EVER REALLY AND TRULY HAD A BEST FRIEND?
kinda sorta. Scott for a long while, but before that Alex. Now its Amy Mc
85. WHAT IS YOUR HAIR COLOR?
brown
86. EYE COLOR?
brown
87. SHOE SIZE?
9 1/2
88. FAVORITE FAST FOOD PLACE?
Jack in the box
89. FAVORITE RESTAURANT?
Bashful Bull too
90. DO YOU LIKE SUSHI?
kinda. too much avacado
91. WATCH TV TODAY?
some Xavier: Renegade Angel
92. FAVORITE DAY OF THE YEAR?
Survival day (2nd tuesday in may)
93. PLAY ANY MUSICAL INSTRUMENTS?
kazoo
94. REPUBLICAN OR DEMOCRAT?
registared democrat but really a neo aristicrat
95. KISSES OR HUGS?
I kiss people when I hug them.
96. RELATIONSHIPS OR ONE NIGHT STANDS?
I found both to be entertaining. Relationships allow for fart humor.
97. WHAT WAS THE LAST THING YOU BOUGHT?
big mack (ugh)
98. WOULD YOU EVER BE A HOUSEWIFE/HOUSEHUBBY?
If I could I would
99. WHAT BOOK ARE YOU READING?
Robusters and Filth
100. DESCRIBE YOUR LOVE LIFE:
Few and far between. or, like fishing with a hammer.
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